Without the cushion and subsidies of the research grant, Audrey realized what everyone was talking about when the billionaires had all the wealth for doing nothing and everyone else was barely getting by. She was not living lavishly. However it seemed to take so much to convince a company that she was worth something enough to pay her rent. Why was everyone so obsessed with productivity this cycle? Maybe there were too many metrics monitoring human existence that no one could just be. Painting in the mountains with no magnetism couldn’t be a reality without a metric of output for how much and how good.