How contrived are my passages? I can’t scrap what I have again? Women in the coffee shop are speaking about their book of how much value they bring to the world, like hell yeah sister. They out her speaking truth, but is mine stupid if mine is about exploring and science if I do that. I had to start somewhere…but where do I finish and have the next book.
Will I change with time that this person is no more? Does the book just need to be stupid and contrived that they climb the stupid mountain and find the stupid amulet and repeat every stupid trope ever just to get it over with. To finish it to have crappy mediocre work and be like everyone else. Because I’m not one of the greats, I’m just a blog. I can barely keep the thoughts together and I hate AI so will I always be trapped in this useless futile toil? Not technical enough, and not poetic enough. Every idea is great until you realize how little pages you have over the course of years.
Kids ruin everything, best childhood friend forgot birthday after kids. Falling out.
Lots of Honey 